The ones with the “fuck it I don’t care” attitude are the ones that once cared too much.
(Source: johnxdope)
I’m unsure of what to do.
I really am stuck right now. I can’t decide what I want or how I even want to feel. You know I have feelings for you, and I definitely do care about you but everyday I find myself loosing those feelings for you. I know I should be happy that it’s getting easier everyday to be without you and rely on you for happiness but honestly I’m not satisfied. No, I don’t want to be hooked on you and all but I truly feel like if we both tried and put in an equal amount of effort something good will seriously come out of this. I can’t decide if its my feelings for you or just the idea of having someone there that’s holding me back from moving on.. I don’t know. I just hope you find me worth it I guess. I wish you’d fight for me, and actually cared enough to make an effort. I’m tired of caring so much for people who could seem to care less.
